and so i'm your wrong person afterall

Lost in Blue - Nightmare

この先は何も無い」
僕を微笑った太陽と蝉の声　そんな世界の終わりに...

振り向けば過去は消えていて
愛したアノヒトの名前さえ、何も思い出せないよ

「消えたい」「消えない」「消えたい」
ずっと痛くて　辛くて　でも消せなくて
「いつか変われる？変われる？変われる？」
惨めに　もがいた　あの夏


「コノサキハナニモナイ？」
あの日狂った太陽とキミの声　そんな世界の終わりに...


「消えたい」「消えない」「消えたい」
ずっと痛くて　辛くて　でも消せなくて
「もういいかい？」「もういいよ」「ありがとう」「さようなら」


あの夏の自分へ


「ごめんね。ダメだった。笑ってるんだろうな。ヘタクソな笑い顔で。」

もう一度生まれて

また僕に生まれて


最高の顔で笑うんだ

you'll never know how much i love you
because i keep everything in my heart
scorpios, thats their biggest weakness
i hope you will be happy someday
someone who will treat you way better than i do
i love you so..

愛してた。。

もしあの日の雨が
止んでいたなら
きっとすれ違っていただけかも
いつも通りの時間に
バスが来てたなら
君とは出会うことがなかったんだね

もしも少しでも
あの瞬間がずれてたら
二人は違った運命を辿ってしまってた

君と同じ未来を
ずっと一緒に見ていたい
同じ星を　同じ場所で
見つめていようよ
君の描く未来に
私はいるのかな
同じ空を　同じ想いで
見上げていたいよ

口癖や仕草も
よく似てきた二人
まるでずっと昔から知ってるみたいだね
同時にメールしたり
同じこと思ったり
赤い糸で引き寄せられてるのかも
偶然は最初から
もう決まってたみたいに
重なった二人は運命って信じているよ

君の描く未来に
私はいるのかな
同じ空を　同じ想いで
見上げていたいよ

君と同じ未来を
ずっと一緒に見ていたい
同じ星を　同じ場所で
見つめていようよ
君の描く未来に
私はいるのかな
同じ空を　同じ想いで
見上げていたいよ

たとえば涙の日も
晴れの日も二人で
同じ道をいつまでも
手を繋いで歩けますように

君と同じ未来を
ずっと一緒に見ていたい
同じ星を　同じ場所で
見つめていようよ
君の描く未来に
私はいるのかな
同じ空を　同じ想いで
見上げていたいよ

Love you girl, kimi dake ga my heaven
Sing it together
Lalala…
Big Bang
Lalala…
Hey T, let’s do it bro
Go go go…

24/7 itte mirya heaven
24/7 yume kokochi heaven
24/7 eien sa heaven
24/7 heaven let’s go

Yo, maji iu nara sou kimi ga towa no my lover
Everything in the past is like never let go
Never knew that love could come and go just like that yo
Waiting for you day and night in my dreams and go
Summer flow in the night, take flight and glow
That’s forever love
Kimi to iru hazu no tomorrow its gone

Sanzan make love na noni naze kimi wa gone
Ai wa tsukamikakete itsumo
Mata kono te suri nuketa
Kimi dake nanka sukoshi chigau
Unmei kanjiteta noni
Mirai saa
You’re the only one in my life

Aitakute aitakute
Ano umi de matte iru yo
Kimi e no omoi
Asa mo hiru mo yoru mo
Aitakute you are my heaven

Happiness … sadness … tears …

Sky … stars … and my heaven

Kimi dake ga inai
Iro no nai sekai
Dameeji wa fukakute hakarishirenai
Ano hi no kuchibiru mada atatakaku
Omoidaseru noni nasusube mo naku

Oh baby baby, hora, kokoro no naka ni kimi no memory
Oh baby baby, mada karada ni nokoru kimi no messeeji
Tsumenai netsu wo owaraseru youni
Oh baby, furu tsuetai ame

Because of you

Kienaide kienaide
Ano natsu de toki wo tomete
Omoide daite aki mo fuyu mo haru mo
Eien ni you are my heaven

Hey, hey, listen to me

Saigo ni kita messeeji
Gomen dake ja shoujiki nani mo wakannai
Mou ichido soba ni kite ano koro mitai ni waratte yo

Aitakute aitakute
Ano umi de matte iru yo
Kimi e no omoi asa mo hiru mo yoru mo
Aitakute you are my heaven

24/7 my heaven



things may go wrong,
i may not understand.
things may not turn out the way you like it
i may not comprehend
things may not work out
i may not be the perfect man
caring? or just not the guy i am?
i'm sorry but i know
words can't change much of a man

happy 1 monthsary my dear!
time flies and its already 1 month
today we'll have so many more things
and i love you!
happy 1 month! (:

i'm trying really very hard
to make everything right
i'm trying really hard to change for everything you wish for
why is it that its always me
why is it that i can't do things right
im suffering inside
talk to me

love, lex

yes and im here to update again
many many outings that i have no time to update
bi has been spending nights in my house
that i cannot blog!
if not let her know jiu bu hao le!

haha! movies, pizza huts, arcades, shopping
and in december, genting!
the fun never stops when im with you!
but just yesterday we have a slight difference
but im happy we talked it out
but this morning you haven reply my sms
and your status in fb really worries me

i hope this can work out
unlike the other relationships i have
so bi, lets make this happen alright?
photos will be up soon
once i figure out how to embed pictures
so so many pictures!
see you soon bi!

love, lex!

can't be lazy lex! you got to finish this
even though you may be busy!
okays! its our 1 week together already
and everything is just going better and even better
no signs of slowing down!
my mum and dad and sis already know about us right baby?
and i'm happy they've accepted it
no matter what obstacles we may face,
we'll brave it through
even if we fail
at least we'll give it our all
and give it a good fight

baby, you're more than what i asked for
you've given me love i've never tasted before
long before we know it
it'll be 1 month
and den 1 year
and den 10 years
and ever
certainly hope because i'm not giving up yet
okays! can see u in less than 24 hours already!

come to me baby! :p

love, lex

okays! i need to blog more if not
this doesn't look like a complete present already!
so fast and we're heading for half month soon!
well, this feeling and love
doesn't seems to stop
instead its growing more
can't wait for december now when me and bi
will be going Genting together!
first time out of country with a girlfriend!

kristine ong has made so many changes in my life
she made me stop clubbing
she made me know how to care about someone
she made me realise so many things that can be sweet in love
which i failed to experience in a very very very very long time
all the lil things i do
sweet talks, morning calls, late night telephone
sms-es, and even this blog
is all worthwhile
and i hope this 'honeymoon' period will not end so fast

the next thing to do
is to break it to my parents
and if they find her good
its my turn to meet her parents!
can't wait to meet my lil baby tmr and on friday!
i will smile at her as always
and say those corny lil words. HAHA!

enjoy the pics we took on the day we got together! :)

2nd day and i'm missing my kristine ong so much!
few more days before i can see her
so many things i wanna tell and show her
so many things i wanna do with her

hope our genting trip will be a success!
2nd day and counting more and more!
this is the line that
made her say yes on the 20th..

i like your smile
i like your character
i like your everything
will you be my girlfriend?

well i said in chinese and bi was like
laughing all the way!
bad lor her!
still want pian wo act yi ge bu yao!
taoyan.
but that was the line that changed my life
set a new chapter in my life
i love you
and i'll always do
can't wait to let you see this present my dear!

love, lex!